I haven’t written anything in a while. I have been very busy lately. Well, mostly just really tired. I woke up this morning around 5:30am in excruciating pain and drenched with sweat. The same old pain that I was having after my C Section has come back with a vengance. This time it wasn’t only in my left pelvic area, it was also in my lower back on the right side. I thought this was strange. My joints and/or muscles are still really sore and my eyes, throat, mouth, and lips are extremely dry. I am also having spasms in my fingers. My appointment with the rheumatologist is on September 9. I hope he can figure out what is going on with my body.
Meanwhile, my manic phase I was in is starting to taper off finally. I am starting to get a handle on things. I am attending group meetings once a week and learning new coping skills. My brain has been in kind of a fog the past week or so. I keep forgetting things. I’m not giving up though, I have to fight for my little man:-)